There is the tendency to associate growth and productivity in relation to movements and in situations when things are happening and buzzing. This has a lot to do with how we locate our understanding of growth and productivity within the context of today's modern liberal age of quick results, outputs and KPIs, the rat race, the busyness and noise. I disagree with this. Growth, through inspiration and retrospection, could happen even in stillness and when your surrounding is quiet with nothing much going on. We don't quite realise that we run the risk of neglecting on the more important aspects of it, in particular, psychological, mental, emotional and spiritual dimensions of growth. Just a reminder to self to not see my mundane lived experiences as any less than the days when I'm occupied, running from one task to another. For great things really do happen in quietude and stillness, especially the internal processes that we often don't see as important markers and measures of growth.
Once again the heavy downpour. Certainly the rhythmic sound of the rain, slapping against the floor, against the windows, have conjured images in our heads of the pleasant idea of sleeping, or reading with hot cocoa (but of course this wouldn't be possible due to fasting), or just snuggling up in bed. How nice. But here I am almost dressed and ready for school. I don't know why, but it has been quite some time since I felt like I've been in school, like proper school. Perhaps it's the three days mc I've got. But now, I feel like I'm energized despite fasting, all set and ready for school. The scent of cooking porridge and spaghetti made me all excited to get through 2 lectures, one meeting and a bus ride home back welcomed by the sumptuous breaking fast meal although I'd only be back by eight-ish. Today shall be the first in a long time I'd make an appearance in French class. It's been more than a week. Wish me luck that my temperature won't rise...
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