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Just go with it

I think the last time I felt so stressed was probably the final 2 weeks of school. Until today.

It was a highly challenging day where due to unfortunate, unforeseen circumstances I was informed at the very, very, very, very, very last minute anyone can ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever imagine, to sit in for a very important appointment, which can possibly, well, affect my future, or the next couple of years at least. I do have the tendency to be dramatic, but trust me, anyone could go bonkers being in my shoes today. That, interrupting me while I was in a middle of a highly engaging motivational course on motivating others I was so paying attention for and some coffee-stained papers to add to the drama as a result of a delayed stress response.

Praying for a good outcome anyhow.

:D

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