I just had the devt psych quiz and I knew I shouldn't have stayed for the flashing of answers (right after the paper). So demoralising :((((((((( I'm feeling abit under the weather, very edgy and irritable I think it's because of period. Period. Bleargh. I don't feel like staying back in Central Lib to study just as I planned to because the crowd here is so overwhelming especially now it's nearing the exams, I can't study in this condition, especially not right now. I'm tired, fatigue, sleepy, mentally drained, in need of glucose and unmotivated. I'm gonna have some pasta with fadiah and prolly head somewhere else to study for my final grammar french test tomorrow. While I am reading through my french notes, I overheard some french exchange students in front of me conversing, and am distracted. Gah. But not to worry about me, I'll be fine, just need some destressing moments (:
It has been more than 2 years since I published anything on this blog. I have written a few reflections quite abit during this time, but they are mostly in draft versions, probably reflective of the scatteredness of my thought processes, or the ongoing engagement with the topic which has yet found a proper resolve (or is there ever a resolve really?), or just me finding mere words to articulate my thoughts that are waiting to be entertained and possibly verbalised or written. I'm driven to write this post precisely because I can't entirely ignore the nagging voice inside my head, telling me to use writing as a tool to not only express myself, but to reclaim my voice. It is such an insanely noisy world. The constant stream of information from different online platforms not only pull me from various directions, but it spreads my attention too thin that it is impossible to follow one stream of thought, sit on it for awhile, slowly reflect and if possible, articulate it. It is not ...
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