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Je suis malade!

Hello night owls. The reason why I'm awake was due to being cold; cold to the bones. I'm feverish yet I'm cold. I cannot sleep when all I can feel is warmness enveloping me and occasionally I will shiver. Oh God, please cure me asap. Thank goodness I've no school tomorrow (or later). I actually have heaps to do pertaining to schoolwork.

Me being sick throughout the entire weekend made me nostalgic. Perhaps I should do a study on sick people and the kinds of things running through their minds. I thought about past happy events, particularly, I thought about Paris. Reminiscing the instrumental songs played along the streets, it calmed me down. And the coldness of the spring breeze, reminds me of how much I loved the weather (except the rainy days). And when you look up to the Eiffel, there she stood so elegantly filled with love. I remembered how my friends and I used to be at the Louvre 7-8 am in the morning to experience the morning breeze while absorbing the tranquility there. We fed ducks and I remembered feeling so light and happy. I cannot think of any other reasons why I wouldn't wanna go there again. I wish I was there now. Paris, Je T'aime.

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And above all, falling sick functions as a pure reminder that we are human.
That we are flawed, and despite leading our own lives, God gives us lives, he has the right to take them away too.

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