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The daily cycle

Right from the start when I just came back from France, I've already had my mind set for a part-time job so I can do some savings and earn some money after spent bombs there. And hell, I'm so not doing anything about it now. It sucks being me. Like all I did for the past week till now is sleeping till midday, and going out and well, sleep and back to the same cycle all over again. Sheesh!

Am gonna head down to the nearest job agency from home later and see if there's any jobs for me.

Ah, it's 5:30 am now. I woke up from a slight nightmare I think and stomach is grumbling now. Left toe cut I had still stings because I accidentally grazed my left foot while I was cycling across the narrow flyover towards the Changi village. Why am I so injury prone? And I've become so desensitized to it. Anyway, cycling + dinner with the pangarap friends were lovely. Halfway through cycling, we played volleyball and I've missed it so much!

Ok am gonna collect my powershot tomorrow, gonna accompany ais collect her a level certificate and I'm gonna prolly head down to kelly services. Hopefully Willy is there so he could give me some job soon.
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