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Stars - On Peak Hill. Interesting animation/vid.


The weather's been pretty rainy, but that's awesome. Sets me in a very good mood. It's Sunday! Like a nice, soothing lullaby, the pouring continuous rain made me slept through the whole morning till noon. Well I guess it's been ages since I've found myself waking up anytime beyond noon. Went out with a bunch of french class people yesterday. Tried to finish up things by today but the weather's just too comfortable :) Finished reading my novel and I'm in love with yet another character. Before this I wrote stuffs on academic woes and such but I decided to delete those because I hate to have my blog to be heavily-filled with my academic life.

Although my summer break seems to be uncertain in terms of activities and plans, I am really looking forward to it! There are some stuffs I'd really wanna do and feel so excited about, but what is it really? Like I said things are uncertain, I could be doing an internship, or simply a part-time job. Or go on some trip? Most importantly I wanna do things I've been meaning to do, like to cook and bake. And hopefully I'll be involved in the YOG too, will be a great experience! And the list goes on. I just want to do things without having to rush. I just had a great conversation with Lina on Friday night and we agree that being in Singapore constitutes rushing like 90% of your time, which sucks. I remembered the laid-back KL trip to see Kiki last summer and the 3 of us stayed up late and stayed in bed till noon like no one's business. And then we'd head to Pyramid to savour the great food and just hang. Damn. Although time leaps like a bullet train now, I simply hope the summer will come soon! Not saying that I want school to end, I actually love this semester's modules the most. Like I am temporarily a health psychologist, an expert on personality styles and cognition, and one who speaks some French and is very critical on Singapore's society, ha, rrrrrrright. Lame.

We're saying 'summer' as if there really is such a season in Singapore. Haha. But that's what they call it, *shrugs

Anyway, in general, I hate word limits!
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